Strangechord

You know, it’s interesting, this Blog thing. I get on here and I really have nothing to say and then it turns out after I write the first sentence that I really have a lot of shit to say. I repress a lot. I’ve been feeling down the past couple of weeks. Sleeping a lot. Not looking forward to anything. just blah. Depression, obviously. But I’m on Paxil, I think to myself, I shouldn’t be feeling depressed. Plus I have a new kitten, the holidays are coming, I’m moving soon (which actually does perk me up a bit), I’m gonna be seeing my family. You know what though? It’s the end of September. The beginning of Autumn in all of the places I come from. And in the beginning of autumn I always creep inside myself. Back away, snuggle in, bundle up. It’s not bad, not good. It’s just how my body has always dealt with the changing of the season. Even though the season doesn’t really change here my body still goes through its annual cycles.

So I guess just Be.