Strangechord

Well i ended up not deeming my self as a failure so thats a good thing. However i did find out that my phone job only pays me by the seconds im actually on the phone, so any down time during the hour would just be wasted time. so im not sure if its even worth doing at all. I’m currently researching other possibilities for my eventual lucrative financial endeavors. Sometimes i sit around and watch the stock market go by while i realize every other minute, ‘oh hey i could of just made 3000$!’ of course off of a 40,000 investment, which i obviously don’t have. The saying it takes money to make money is more real than i have imagined in the past. Ok but the good part is is that i don’t really worry about it too much, i mean i dont want to give up, but generally i have been feeling pretty good. I hopefully will sell my truck soon, (theres a guy writing up a pay-by-monthly contract as we speak) and get 200 a month for a little while here, thats cool. and i may start doing some painting as well. so i will be able to pay all my bills and get out of debt completly! i can’t wait to be debt free, im this close!

On another note how do u deal with a girl that u really like, but is already with somone, but not 100% happy with them. i fear that they may settle for a less than perfect relationship and end up together permantly.